Sleepless in Iowa

I usually sleep fine, but didn’t last night. Man, my head hurts. I have thoughts swirling around in a whirlpool of hyper incohesiveness. But thankfully blogs nuture incoherence (atleast in my mind)… sooo…here is a finger-dip into my head’s brain-wave. Current conditions.

-Head ache

-I watched Hannity today. If I was a conservative, I would hate Hannity for the same reasons that as a liberal I hate Michael Moore. Doesn’t tiresome, stagy stupidity get old… and boring? Is it not the pinnacle of cynicism to believe that an audience will vote according to such moronic dribble? I don’t believe it. I refuse.

-I will be 30 this coming January. I am done with my twenties, and it doesn’t make me particularly sad or happy or anything. But I do hope for one thing. One wish. Maybe God is scanning blogs this week, and can do me this favor.

-I eventually fell asleep around 5am, and dreamt I was pregnant and birthing. The kid had two fathers. They were both assholes and I am screaming this at them. There’s a lot of blood. Apparently I am in labor for 3 days. It was a gross dream, and I was grateful when I woke up. Side effect of watching a lurid Nip/Tuck right before going to sleep (and of course having a beloved someone going to the hospital tommorrow for her delivery–sympathy dreaming).

-There is a physical vitality and energy that communicates age far more powerfully than wrinkles or grey hair. The saddest are teenagers who easily look 30. My mom always says, “You are young, you have no reason to be tired.”…. True. True. (head nodding).

-What I learned today: Playing the drums forces you to be more ambidextrous than you would be otherwise. In fact, all your limbs have to function somewhat independently of each other. (Source: some woman on the radio. )

-I am hard-bit by the Obama love bug. 

~ by Sonia on May 4, 2008.